Chapter 33. Punishment
No one voluntarily seeks it Everyone makes mistakes Punishment is a privilege - Grady
It was still dark when I woke up, Jacqueline had her arms around me as she spooned me, trying to give me comfort after listening to my story about Melody. My Melody.
The one that I lost.
Meeting Melody's parents were quite a surprise, I haven't seen them since the week after her funeral when I dropped off her belongings that she left in the small apartment that we shared back in college. The last I heard was they bought a small property in the countryside and Roger moved his practice to support his wife. Too many memories in their old house they said.
"Grady?" Jacqueline's voice took me back to why I woke up in the first place.
"Yeah, I need to take a leak." I kissed her cheek, telling her to go back to sleep. But I didn't come back to her, instead, I went into the living room and browsed the liquor option of the chalet's private bar.
I was pouring myself a glass of cognac after finding a box of the good kind of cigar. I relaxed and took both my drink and the cigar to the screened porch, the sofa was big and inviting, and the outdoor fireplace was ready to be enjoyed. My mind wandered to the memory of Melody when I took the first drag of the cigar. Losing her reminded me that life was fragile, that losing someone you love fucking bleeds you on the inside. I was supposed to be ready when she was gone, months of watching her almost gave up should make me realize that I could lose her. But I was still devastated when she was gone.
Jacqueline found me when I was done with my cigar and my head felt cloudy after four glasses of cognac.
"Hey, you didn't go back to bed." She leaned to my side, wrapping her arm around my stomach. She felt warm and looked cute in her oversize pajamas.
"It's nice out here." I moved a strand of her hair and caresses her cheek with my thumb. "You're beautiful,"
"Thank you, do you want me to keep you company? or do you still want to be alone, I don't want to interrupt." She moved her cheek closer to my knuckles, and I took her to my lap after setting my glass on the side table.
"I'll be fine, but now that you're offering..." I rubbed her thigh, then moved to grab her small back. My other hand cup the back of her neck pulling her down for a kiss. If she was bothered by the smell of the cigar she didn't tell me because she was deepening the kiss, resting her hands on my shoulders.
I was getting hard when she moved her hips, teasing, and moaning once my hands move under her pajamas and feel the soft, supple skin. My name leave her lips in the most sensual voice making me groan and reached between her legs. "Grady,"
"I really want to taste you, beautiful..." I lifted her, pulling her pajama pants along with her panties and aligning her as I latched my lips at her wet slit.
"Grady..." she moaned, squirming while my hands were on her naked ass, keeping her still as my tongue yearn to taste for more.
When she finally climaxed, I was about to move her to lay her back on the sofa, but she pushes me back and said, "let me," she winked, helping me with my jeans. My dick sprang to attention and she licked her lips seeing my precum wetting the tip of my cock.
"Fuck... baby, fuckkk..." I threw my head back, instinctively closed my eyes when my length reached, and felt the tightness of her throat.
Jacqueline stripped my jeans along with my briefs. I spread my legs wider as she kneels between my thighs and watches her as she enthusiastically sucks me off. I closed my eyes again from sheer pleasure and she noticed, saying it's okay, "you can imagine I'm someone else." The fuck?
"Get up," I grunted, "Jacqueline," I called her out in annoyance and her hooded eyes moved to mine, full of lust, full of wants but finally stopped and got up from the floor when led her to the bedroom a bit too rough and in such a hurry. I pinned her to the wall the second the warmth of the room hit our bodies. I was so upset that she thought I'd closed my eyes because of someone else. "I wanted you, I needed you. No one else" I growled, wanting her right there and then. "Have me..." she whispered, her wrists were still held behind her back.
I looked at her, grabbing her neck, and tilting her to look at me. Waiting, wanting to know if she really thought so little of herself. I do want her, I want her to feel me, feel my frustrations. I wanted her to know who I am, being gentle is my mask and I want to show her who I am.
"I... never... think of... anyone... else," I paused with each punishing kiss, my fingers wrapped around her slender neck in a hard grip. Strong enough to arouse her sexually while my eyes scanned her for any signs of too much pain. "... not when I'm with you." I bit her neck as her breath hitched when I squeezes one of her ass cheeks and give it a hard slap, so hard that she moaned my name and thrust her hips to my cock. She bit her lip, breathed heavier, and she was wet again when I touched her.
"You're going to come again, baby girl, later... much... much... later. I'm going to be hard on you because you upset me. No one in my head... I closed my eyes, cause you're that fucking good." I roughly grabbed her neck, sucked her nipple, slapped her other ass cheek and she lets out a louder sexy moan.
Fuck, she's enjoying this.
"Grady," she was whimpering from the hard slaps and the stronghold on her neck.
She's fucking perfect.
Her hands were on my shoulder, pushing her body to mine when I lift her, thrusts hard inside her while her back rest against the wall. My hands were to her ass, holding her weight, feeling her warm cheeks from my recent slaps while her legs wrapped around my waist. Tightly.
"Tell me," I demanded her to repeat my words, and I know that she heard me before.
"No one else... but me," she paused and shuddered as I went deep and hard inside her while wrapping her shoulder and keeping her still for my upward thrusts. Then I released her and set her down as she was about to climax. She leaned on me for support as her legs were shaking from her needs. "Do you want to come, my little greedy baby?" Jacqueline looked at me expectantly and nodded. She finally said her words when I whispered hotly in her ear. "Please..." was the only word she managed to say when my fingers teased her pulsating cunt.
"But I'm upset with you," I drawled out my words in her ear, knowing she gets more aroused because of it. My hands were on her waist while I walked her backward toward the bed. "Crawl to the center of the bed, get on all fours, and stay still." I let her stay in her position longer than needed while I slowly caressed her skin, kissed her backside, ran my fingers from her slit to her ass cheeks, and let my hard dick slide between them. She moaned louder when I slapped her between her legs and told her not to come.
The little vixen relented when I pushed down, her front flat to the bed. I took a pillow and slid it under her waist. "I'm going to be so upset if you come when I told you not to." I tugged her hair back and say it with the heavy raspy tone that always makes her whimper.
"I... won't, please, Grady..."
"You want my dick in you?" I asked, teasing her leaking cunt with my tip.
"Please..." she parted her legs wider, wanting more, and I spank her ass cheeks and remind her to stay still.
"We can end this now and you know you'll be disappointed knowing I was about to fuck you so hard..." I chuckled teasing her again with my words. "I want to have you, baby girl, ass up, pink from my slaps. I know you're so fucking wet right now, so fucking horny for my cock, wanting me to breed you with my cum, and maybe then after I'm spent and my seed leaking out of you... maybe then, I will let you orgasm."
"Please..." her voice was fragile, needy and it took my last shred of will to keep on teasing her. Until her ass shoved higher, eagerly wanting me to fuck her to the bed. And that's exactly what I did. I pound her hard, doggy style, lifting one of her legs and pushing my cock deeper inside her. Her fingers grasping the sheets, her knuckles white from anticipation, her moans were needy from desire.
"Hold it, I'm so close, clenched for me, tight, so fucking tight..." I growled in her ear while she kept on whimpering under me. My hands wrapped around her body, there was no gap between her back and my chest. "Jacqueline," I moaned her name when I climaxed and pumped my cum while she shuddered, letting out desperate soft needy voices.
Taking the pillow from under her, I flipped her to her back, grinding her with my half-hard cock, still not letting her climax.
"You want this baby?"
"Please..."
"You understand why I'm punishing you right now?" I rubbed her with my length, putting more pressure, making her eyes needy and her nails sink deeper under my shoulder blades. "Yes, no one else... please, Grady..."
"Okay, I'm going to slap you once on your greedy wet cunt and you're going to come. And you're going to look into my eyes as I watch you come."
She did as instructed and she came hard the second my hand was on her and the wet slap echoed together with her aroused cry for climax.
But what gets me hard again was when she said, "thank you."
Fuck... at that moment, I knew she was going to be on her back, taking my dick again before morning.